F O R E V E R M I L L S .

jehovahhthickness:

May we never be our daughter’s first enemy.

(via profashionall)

melanebony:

People can be toxic and manipulative in your life and not even realize that they’re being that way… Communicate & if they’re not taking a step towards change, it’s up to you to make the necessary changes or just simply let go. Stop giving people excuses. Stop giving them chances & allowing them to drain your energy. 

(via profashionall)

Today was the first time in my life that my father has ever come back to me and visit me in my dreams. I really just woke up today not even realizing it. My biggest fear of losing him was really losing him. You know when you forget about someone, love and let go, or set them free…. my biggest fear was forgetting how he looked like, his smile, the way he smelled… everything. I woke up after my dream thinking it was just another day. But it is more than just another day.

My dream began weirdly and I am still questioning what it really means.

My dream was that he was alive and that my mom was already put to rest. So pretty much their roles were reversed. I remember being with my family revisiting my mother after how ever long we have already put her to rest. I came back l to the house and confronted my dad why he wasn’t there. He kept trying to ignore me. I finally told him, I know you miss mom. I really miss her too and I really wish she was here. I really wish we wouldn’t be hurting so much because she’s not here anymore.
I remember him hugging me and telling me you know I love you. I have always loved you because I could always count on you for everything. Although you may mis behave you are the brightest daughter I have and I really want you to know I love you so much. Me and him both cried.

Then it transitioned into a new scene. Pretty much along with us still coping about my mother I knew my dad needed more love and comfort. So I asked my dad as he was laying on the couch, do you need anything? Can I do anything for you? He said no. We talked about my mom and he pretty much told me to come back and live at home. He told me to get married if I want to. That it’s fine if I do. I hugged him and remember looking in his eyes…. and my dreamed ended.

Love your parents everyone, my biggest regret is not spending enough quality time with them. We all grow old and lose ourselves with the changes in our lives. We want certain things whether we like it or not. But we only have one set of parents that cannot change. We have to agree to disagree. Accept and adapt to life changes. If I had more time with my father I would love to have spent more time with him. I hate growing up I hate all of this especially accepting that this is all too real.

I love you, dad. I miss you so much! 😭😚💖

distractful:

Get you some real friends who will support you, inspire you, accept you and love you as you are. Wholeheartedly

(via kushandwizdom)

milespierre:

Choosing the person you devote your time and energy to isn’t a decision that can be made overnight, get to know whoever you invest in.

(via kushandwizdom)

“To change your life, you have to change yourself. To change yourself, you have to change your mindset.”

kushandwizdom:

- Unknown

thehappyrealityproject:

You are love. You are surrounded by love. You walk through love. You breathe in love. There is nothing that isn’t love. There are just some Beings who forget.

(via sooskybound-deactivated20170314)